These words were made to inspire, to help me grow, to progress, to simply vent, & to remember that life is a constant struggle but also a beautiful blessing. This is everything that either makes me or breaks me; all of which comes down to my unspoken words. Instagram - jcxlooove
I was talking with my good friend Kaye today, and it made me realize how much I miss Anchorage. I miss going to UAA. I miss all my friends that I’ve made there. It still bothers me that I made some pretty good relationships with people there, and I just left it all when I moved back to Fairbanks. I mean, it’s great to be back home and all, but I just miss the big city. I miss the atmosphere. I miss all the traffic & the noise. I miss the weather (because Fairbanks is so much colder than Anchorage). I miss my job at Opulence, and all my lovely co-workers there. I miss the dorm life and being on my own. I miss spending so much of my time with my ading Rowen. I miss The Dish Japanese Sushi Bar so fricken much. I miss the Non-Stop Karaoke place we always went to after we ate at The Dish. Hands down, Anchorage was the best.
Sometimes I regret my decision to move back to Fairbanks this year. I’ve ran into so many problems since I’ve moved back, it’s ridiculous. & if I were to go back to Anchorage this year, I know for a FACT I wouldn’t be having these problems right now. Everything would be so much different. Better. I’d have so much more freedom and I’d actually get to do more of the things I love doing. Yeah, I’ll miss my friends & family here, but it’s nothing I couldn’t handle. I obviously got through it last year.
I’m thinking about going back to Anchorage next fall. No, I AM going back to Anchorage next fall. No exceptions this time.
Please shutup. Half of you guys stalk each others’ profiles anyway, so Facebook actually just did you a damn favor. I personally don’t care for the new Facebook myself, but I’m not about to go on a rampage about it, pointing out the obvious facts of why it’s not as great as before. And honestly, it’s not even that bad. I just thought it was better when it was simple. I’m just tired of people bitching about it. My newsfeed has like, 10+ of the same posts up, all following the other. Some people are threatening to deactivate their Facebook because of it. Really? I’m in no position to judge or to tell you what to do, but shit, stop overreacting. You guys are working yourselves up for nothing. If you don’t want other people reading your business, then don’t be posting up personal stuff. Hello. Common sense.
Cause you can bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart.
Is it just me, or does Demi Lovato sound different in here? Oh well, I like this song.
Aside from his birthday video & song that I made him, here’s my birthday surprise for my love. ^_^ <3 I went ahead and made it in advance due to my hectic schedule with school and work. I’m actually feeling pretty proud of it because I worked SUPER hard on it. I’m honestly not much of a drawer, but I can be pretty artistic.
Anyway. Two very important & special days are coming up fast. The 25th, our monthsary. & the 27th, my loser boyfriend’s birthday. I’m super duper excited. (: